HUMP DAY

YES THIS SONG IS STILL HERE AND WILL REMAIN UNTIL I CAN SEE WHAT I FEEL IN THE AIR LOL

NOW BACK TO BUSINESS...

LIFE FEELS LIKE IT IS STILL KICKING ME IN THE ASS WHILE REWARDING OTHERS...I MEAN JUST THE OTHER DAY I TOOK MY BROTHER TO GET HIS CAR FROM THE LOT....ME AND HIM ARE THE SAME BASICALLY FOLLOWED THE SAME PATHS(HIS A LITTLE SLIGHTLY LESS CRIMINAL) BUT IT SEEMS THAT WHEN WE HIT THE FORK IN THE ROAD I CHOSE THE WRONG SIDE OF THE ROAD. I SWEAR I MUST BE PAYING FOR SOMETHING IVE DONE IN LIFE...IM UNEMPLOYED MAYBE BECAUSE THE EMPLOYMENT I CHOSE AS A YOUTH LEAD TO THE DESTRUCTION OF MY COMMUNITY AND THE PEOPLE IN IT..IM SINGLE MAYBE BECAUSE THE FEMALES THAT CARED FOR ME IN THE PAST I TREATED WITH SUCH BLATANT DISREGARD THAT I LEFT SOME WITH BROKEN HEARTS AND SOME WITH SCORN AT THE MERE MENTION OF MY NAME..MAYBE IM AT THE BOTTOM BECAUSE I NEVER APPRECIATED HOW HARD THE PEOPLE IN MY FAMILY WORKED TO DO WHAT THEY HAD TO DO IN LIFE...INSTEAD I VOWED I WOULD NEVER LIVE LIKE THAT AND DID ANYTHING I HAD TO DO TO GET WHAT I THOUGHT I HAD TO GET...MAYBE GOD IS FORCING ME TO APPRECIATE BEING BROKE AND NOT KNOWING HOW THE BILLS ARE GOING TO GET PAID WHERE YA NEXT MEAL IS COMING FROM...HAVING TO ACTUALLY DEPEND ON SOMEONE TO HELP WITH BASIC THINGS...BUT IM RANTING.....

IM IN A FUNK RIGHT NOW...SMOKING PACKS OF BLACKS A DAY...DRINKING ON AND OFF...ALL TYPES OF WHATTHEFUCKEDNESS GOING ON...SOMETIMES I FEEL LIKE MY PURPOSE IN BEING HERE IS NIL....LIKE WHO WOULD MISS ME IF I WAS GONE....IVE ALREADY COME TO THE CONCLUSION THERE WILL BE NO CRYING AT MY FUNERAL...THERE WILL BE NO ROSES AT MY GRAVE...THE EARTH MIGHT BE BETTER SERVED BY MY ABSENCE...AGAIN IM RANTING

FOUND OUT MY CAT IS PREGNANT...DONT KNOW WHAT IM GONNA DO...CANT TAKE NO MORE CATS...MIGHT JUST TAKE HER TO A SHELTER OR FIND SOMEONE WHO LOVES ANIMALS...THOUGHT ABOUT JUST PUTTING HER OUT BUT THATS NOT HUMANE...JUST ADD TO MY LIST OF SINS...BUT AGAIN IM RANTING

AND SO WHAT IF IM RANTING...THIS IS MY BLOG DAMMIT...THE TITLE SAYS THE RAMBLINGS OF MAN...IF I FEEL LIKE RAMBLING AND RANTING THEN I WILL...IF YOU DONT LIKE IT CLICK THE X....I DONT CARE IF YOU DONT LIKE WHAT I HAVE TO SAY...IHAVE LIVED MY LIFE NOT GIVING A DAMN WHAT OTHERS THOUGHT ABOUT ME OR MY ACTIONS....I KNOW JUDGEMENT DAY IS GONNA BE A LONG DAY FOR ME AND GOD AND SAINT PETER ARE THE ONLY PEOPLE IMMA TALK TO AND EXPLAIN FOR MY ACTIONS....IM SORRY IF YOU FEEL OFFENDED BUT IM OFFENDED BY LIFE RIGHT NOW SO DO ASI DO AND LIVE WITH IT!!!!