DID YA MISS ME

PROBABLY NOT LOL....ANYWAYS I'M BACK. SORRY IT TOOK SO LONG TO POST BUT IM TWO JOBS IN AND MY SCHEDULE IS HECTIC...STILL GOING STRONG THOUGH...IM THINKING ABOUT PROMOTING PARTIES...I FOUND THIS NICE LIL SPOT WHERE I CAN THROW SOME GOOD PARTIES AND MAKESOME GOOD MONEY..THAT SHOULD HAPPEN SOON....ANYWAYS IM STILL WITHOUT A WOMAN...IT SEEMS THE MORE I LOOK THE MORE IM DRAWN TO A CERTAIN FEMALE...MAYBE ITS ME AND I NEED TO MOVE BUT MAYBE NOT...IKNOW I WANT TO FIND THE ONE THAT COMPLETES ME...FEEL ME ON THAT...MY LIFE RIGHT NOW IS SLOWLY PROGRESSIN WHICH IS GOOD...AOL AND MY BANK PLAYIN GAMES BUT I HAVE SOMETHING FOR THEM....THE RICH GET RICHER AND THE POOR DONT GET A DAMN THING...STORY OF MAN....ANYWAYS THATS ALL FOR NOW...AND IF U SEE MY SOULMATE OR ARE HER HOLLA AT YA BOY AND REMEMBER THAT LIFE SUCKS ITS UP TO YOU TO GET THE ORGASM

ANOTHER DAY ANOTHER DOLLAR

WELL TODAY THE PARK OPENED AND IT WAS TIME FOR ME TO GET IGNORANT WITH A WHOLE NEW SEASON OF CUSTOMERS....I HAVE YET TO CONJURE THE PATIENCE FOR THESE PEOPLE....OH WELL THIS IS HOW IM MAKIN MY MONEY RIGHT NOW...AT LEAST IM NOT HUSTLING OR ANY OTHER ILL ISH I COULD BE DOING...I STILL FEEL THE NEED TO SETTLE DOWN BUT THE CIRUMSTANCES ARENT RIGHT. I HAVE TO DO WHAT I HAVE TO DO RIGHT NOW AND IM NOT LETTING NOTHING STAND IN MY WAY..LIFE IS TOO SHORT...IMLOOKING FOR A RIDE OR DIE FEMALE WHOS GONNA MAKE SURE WE DO WHAT WE HAVE TO TO GET WHAT WE NEED...FORWARD MOVEMENT YA FEEL ME...WELL IM FEELING SOME TYPE OF WAY RIGHT NOW SO UNTIL NEXT TIME REMEMBER....LIFE SUCKS ITS UP TO YOU TO GET THE ORGASM....

DAMN

LOL I JUST CHECKED MY CREDIT AND REALIZED I OWE LIKE A YEARS SALARY TO DEBT...DAMN STUDENT LOANS HOSPITALS CREDIT CARDS AND PHONES...NOT TO MENTION STUFF IVE DONE FOR OTHER PEOPLE....OH WELL GUESS I BETTER START SENDIN THEM CHECKS OUT...I NEED TO WIN THE LOTTERY OR START HUSTLIN OR SOMETHIN....IF U KNOW OF A MONEY MAKER HOLLA AT YA BOY!!!!

FOR A FRIEND

I SEE THE TEARS IN YA EYES
HURT FROM ALL THE ABUSE,CURSES AND LIES
I KNOW U FEELING EMPTY AND USED
AND RIGHT NOW YOU MAY SEEM CONFUSED
BUT KNOW THAT SHIT IS NOT AS IT SEEMS
AND DONT LET FUCKAS
FUCK YA DREAMS
LETTIN THEM WIN IS NOT THE ANSWER
ITS LIKE GIVIN UP FIGHTIN CANCER
THEY IGNORANCE INSIDE YOU SPREADS
LEAVIN U NOTHING BUT DREAD
YOU BETTER THEN THAT ANGEL
YOU LIVE LIFE ON ANOTHER ANGLE
YOU EARNED THE RIGHT TO BE HAPPY
AND NOT HAVE TO TAKE THAT CRAP
IM IN YA CORNER
EVEN IF NO ONE ELSE HAS YA BACK
I'LL ALWAYS BE HERE
THAT U DONT HAVE TO ASK
YOUR SUPPORT WHEN U CANT STAND
A FIRM GRIP WHEN U NEED A HAND
UR STILL THE AIR THAT I BREATHE
AND MY MEDICINE THAT HELPS MY PAIN RELIEVE
FOR THAT FOR YOU ANYTHING ILL DO
AND I'LL ALWAYS LOVE YOU
FRIENDS TO THE END
YOUR'RE THE THE BONNIE TO MY CLYDE
AND IF WE GONNA GO DOWN
ITS GONNA BE FIGHTIN SIDE TO SIDE
BACK TO BACK
GAT TO GAT
FOR YOU MY FRIEND
MY LOVE IS STRONG LIKE THAT.....

ONE OF THEM DAYS

YOU EVER HAD ONE OF THEM DAYS WHERE YOU JUST WANT TO SAY WHAT THE FUCK!!!!...I MEAN THE TEMP WAS SO HIGH TODAY I WAS RANDOMLY CURSING OUT PEOPLE.....NOT GOOD FOR CUSTOMER SERVICE....I HATE MY JOB REALLY I DO....I NEED A NEW ONE BUT THE ECONOMY SUCKS....IM LONELY....I NEED AND YEARN COMPANIONSHIP....OH FUCIN WELL I'LL GET OVER IT.....I NEED TO SETTLE DOWN AND HAVE KIDS...LIFE IS CRAZY....WELL MY GODBRO IS GRADUATING FRI.. I NEED TO GO BACK AND FINISH MY DEGREE....STUDENTLOANS ARE CRAZY....SOMETIMES I WONDERIF GOING TO SCHOOLIS WORTH IT...LIKE KAYNE SAID "THE CONCEPT OF SCHOOL SEEMS SO SECURE" ANYWAYS TODAYS QUOTE IS "LIFE PLAYED SAFE IS A LIFE NOT LIVED" THATS ALL FOLKS AND REMEMBER LIFE SUCKS ITS YA JOB TO HAVE AN ORGASM

INTRO

ALLOW ME TO INRTODUCE MYSELF...MY NAME IS BLACKOWT....BUDDHA TO MOST...I AM FROM NJ...A MEMBER OF IOTA PHI THETA FRATERNITY INCORPORATED...THROUGH THIS BLOG U WILL FOLLOWMY LIFE DAY BY DAY...U WILL ENJOY MY UPS AND DOWNS AND NEW BEGINNINGS....THIS IS ONLY FOR ADULTS...I SAY WHAT I WANT WHEN I WANT HOW I WANT...I DANCE TO MY OWN BEAT FUCK YOUR DRUM...ANYWAYS LIFE SUCKS ITS YOUR JOB TO GET THE ORGASM!!!! HOLLA