DAMN ITS BEEN AWHILE

ITS BEEN ALONG TIME...I SHOULDNT HAVE LEFT YOU WITHOUT PIECES OF MY LIFE TO VIBE TO.....IM BACCCCCCCCCCCCKKKK!!!!! AND BETTER THEN EVER......I GOT THEM BASTID TEETH TAKEN OUT......I GOT SOME BASTID PEOPLE OUTTA MY LIFE....AND IM CHILLIN FOR ONCE.....

I GOT SO MANY BUSINESS IDEAS IN MY HEAD AND I SEEM TO BE PROCRASTINATING ON CAPITALIZING ON ANY ONE OF THEM.....I THINK I PLAN TO MUCH BUT THATS JUST CAUSE FAILURE ISNT AN OPTION.....I NEED TO JUST DO THE DAMN THING...BEAR WITH ME.....

SO IM INJURED ONCE AGAIN......SPRAIN HAMSTRING AND ANKLE AND BRUISED KNEE...NOTHING MAJOR ILL BE COMPLETELY MOBILE AGAIN IN A WEEK.... A LIL MINOR SLIP AND TUMBLE DOWN A FLIGHT OF STAIRS....IM TOUGH ILL MANAGE...I HAVE ONE FRIEND WHO I KEEP WORRIED FOREVER AND I THANK HER FOR HER PATIENCE LOL.....THOUGH I FEAR ONE DAY SHE IS GOING TO KILL ME HERSELF FOR MY EXPLOITS LOL....

I THINK IM TIRING OF THE THE WHOLE SOUTH JERSEY THING.....ITS A BIT SLOW FOR ME WHICH IS WHAT I WANT BUT I DONT THINK ITS WHAT I WANT NOW.....I HAVE A FEW MORE THINGS TO DO IN MY LIFE AND I THINK I NEED TO BE IN THE HUSTLE AND BUSTLE OF THE CITY...... I THINK ILL BE BACK IN NEWARK SOON TO COMPLETE A COUPLE THINGS AND THEN ILL PROBABLY MOVE TO A PHILLY OR A NORTH CAROLINA OR ATL.....WHO KNOWS LOL.....

I AM ONCE AGAIN FEELING THE RELATIONSHIP THING...ACTUALLY IT NEVER WENT AWAY I JUST PUT IT IN THE BACK OF MY MIND....I THINK CAUSE IM GETTING OLDER IM LOOKING TO SETTLE DOWN...HAVE SOME KIDS AND JUST DO THE GOOD HUSBAND THING.....NOW ALL I NEED TO DO IS FIND A GOOD WIFE....IF THERE ARE ANY GOOD WOMEN OUT THERE READING THIS LOOKING FOR A GOOD MAN HOLLA AT YA BOY.... PLEASE BE ADVISED I HAVE NO PATIENCE FOR GAMES LOL SO COME CORRECT OR STAY HOME!!!!!! BUT REALLY I NEED TO FIND WHO WAS PUT ON THIS EARTH FOR ME AND MAKE THAT UNION....I THINK AGE IS PLAYING WITH MY MIND LOL...

I THINK THIS YEAR HAS BEEN A LEARNING EXPERIENCE SO FAR.....GOD HAS PUT ME THROUGH SOME THINGS I GUESS TO HELP ME UNDERSTAND MY PLACE IN LIFE AND HELP ME BECOME CLOSER TO HIM AND HIS PURPOSE FOR PUTTING ME HERE.....I KNOW HE HAS A MISSION FOR ME AND I ALSO KNOW I'M NOT THE MAN HE WANTS ME TO BE BUT IMMUCH BETTER THEN THE MAN I COULD HAVE BECOME......

SO ON THAT NOTE THIS ENDS THIS EDITION OF THE TREK INSIDE MY BRAIN.....I STILL DONT KNOW WHATS AROUND

BUT I STILL FEEL IT IN THE AIR!!!!!