Tuesday, January 20, 2009

MY PRESIDENT IS BLACK!



Today we inaugurate the 44th President of the United States of America. What is unique about this event is that this President is African American. Now i'm going to give you a second and let that sink in. America, the land that slaves helped to build. America, the land that sought to hold down minorities for a large part of its existence. America, which to a large degree holds some racism in its heart, has elected a Black President. That in itself should be a historic moment.

I say should be historic because i don't see this singular event as historic. I see it as a continuation of historical markers in the evolution of the existence of the African American. It is fitting that this inauguration takes place the day after the celebration of Martin Luther King Jr. Day. I see this as the continuing revelation of his dream. The dream that he spoke about on the steps of the Lincoln Memorial. The dream that galvanized a nation of African American men and women to work towards establishing their place in American society. They would have never in their wildest dreams thought that they would see a man in their own image being sworn in as The Leader of the United States of America. They never would have thought when Martin was shot on that balcony in Memphis that they would see this. Out of the blood that was spilled on that day onto the soil of America grew the seed that was the Audacity of Hope. This seed has now germinated and bore the fruit that we now watch on the television today.

I was asked if this was what Lincoln envisioned when he freed the slaves. I laugh at this sentiment because Lincoln did not free the slaves. The Emancipation Proclamation, though a glorious document, did not do anything special to further the plight of African American slaves. It was a military measure to demoralize and destabilize the rebellious South; it covered states he did not govern, but did not apply in slaveholding states that remained under his control. This is the same man who said " there is a physical difference between the white and black races, which....will forever forbid the two races living together upon terms of social and political equality." So, no i don't think he envisioned this. I dont think that he envisioned that there would still be a United States at this point.

The man is about to become a page in the history books. I hope people realize that he is not a messiah. He is a man. A man coming into control of a nation facing some of its worst times ever. I pray the people give him time to work. I pray people do not think that the minute he steps in office all our ills will go away. The mess that we're in was not made in four years and it won't be cleaned up in four years. His Presidency will be under a microscope. African American society as a whole will be under a microscope. Knowing this i ask that you support this man and also to make sure that you carry yourself with a bit of decorum, because we will all be looked at differently.

God Bless Barack Hussein Obama and God Bless America.

Thursday, January 01, 2009

2009 POEM

ANOTHER YEAR PASSES
AND HERE I STAND
THANKING GOD
FOR BEING ABLE TO LIVE AS A MAN
2008 PUT ME THROUGH THE PACES
AND I SAW THE MASK FALL OFF SOME PEOPLE
REVEALING THEIR REAL FACES
BUT I MADE IT THROUGH HIS GRACES
I LOOK FORWARD TO A NEW START
I KNOW I HAVE BIG THINGS AHEAD
SO IMMA DO MY PART
THOSE WHO ARENT THERE FOR ME
WILL BE LEFT WITHOUT ME
THEY CANT SEE I WHAT I SEE
CASH HEALTH AND FAMILY
THATS MY ONLY WORRY
AS 30 CREEPS
THIS WILL BE THE YEAR THAT DEFINES ME
AND THIS YEAR WILL BE THE YEAR
THAT REFINES ME
SO COME ALONG ON MY JOURNEY
AND PLEASE TRY TO STAY THE WHOLE RIDE
YOU THOUGHT YOU KNEW BEFORE
BUT IMMA TRULY SHOW YOU WHATS INSIDE
SO AS I LEAVE 2008 BEHIND
JUST KNOW IM ON MY GRIND IN 09
AND IMMA GET IT IN IN 2010

HAPPY NEW YEAR

I JUST WANTED TO SAY HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL. MAKE THIS YEAR YOUR BEST AND NEVER SETTLE FOR LESS.

Sunday, November 23, 2008

Wooooooowwwww!!!!

Clearing cobwebs and sweeping out dust......

Damn i forgot about this place...it wasn't until reading a friends blog that i remembered that i had this and i can't believe its been over two years since i updated.

Well let me update those who care:

I lost my apt due to an old white guy hating.

Fell in with the wrong crowd and almost got my door kicked in. I straightened up.

Stayed with my boy and his girl for awhile.

Stayed with my sister for awhile and continued to work with developmentally disabled people.

Got injured at work and moved back home to newark.


Oh yea and i got a woman that i'm very serious about. Yea i finally found love and with that comes hardwork.

Being back home sucks but it is what it is right now.

I'm in the process of opening this internet store but the programming is driving me fucking crazy.

anyways thats all the updates and i promise not to be away so long next time.

Saturday, August 27, 2005

Thought I forgot about you?

Damn

*sweeping up bloggie and knockin down cobwebs*

YEA ITS BEEN AWHILE
SINCE I STOPPED AND
PUT MY THOUGHTS ON FILE
THEY TRIED TO COCKBLOCK
AND EXPECTED ME TO FLOP
DONT THEY KNOW THIS HUSTLER
ALWAYS COME OUT ON TOP
I AINT NEW
IM KNOWN BY A FEW
AND ITS VERY WELL KNOWN
WHAT IM ABLE TO DO
SO THE RUMORS YOU HEAR
YOU CAN SQUASH IT
TAKE ALL YA TEARS
TAKE YA ASS
AND WASH IT
I MAY FALL BUT
STILL I RISE
AND THE ONLY PERSON
WILL BE GOD TO SEE MY DEMISE
I BLOW SMOKE AT THE HATAS
AND PART TIME HUSTLAS
AND GIVE DAPS TO MY PEEPS
AND MY FULL TIME CUSTOMERS
MY READERS KNOW MY LIFE
AND AINT ALWAYS THE ONE TO WIN
BUT ILL DUST MY SHOULDERS OFF
AND BEGIN AGAIN
I AM THE ONE
AND I CAN NOT LOSE
SO EITHER YOU WITH OR YOU NOT
SO PICK AND CHOOSE


HAD TO HIT YALL WITH A LITTLE FREESTYLE.....IM STILL BREAKIN INTO MUSIC ON THE MANAGEMENT AND PRODUCTION.....IM ALSO PURSUING A NEW JOB MAKING BETTER CHEDDAR...MY PERSONAL LIFE IS THE SAME AS ALWAYS ....NOTHING NEW TO REPORT BUT THAT IM STILL BREATHING....LIFE THREW ME A CURVEBALL BUT I STILL HIT THAT BITCH AND RAN...WELL UNTIL NEXT TIME...DO WHAT YOU DO AND I'LL HOLLA

Wednesday, May 04, 2005

DAMN ITS BEEN AWHILE

ITS BEEN ALONG TIME...I SHOULDNT HAVE LEFT YOU WITHOUT PIECES OF MY LIFE TO VIBE TO.....IM BACCCCCCCCCCCCKKKK!!!!! AND BETTER THEN EVER......I GOT THEM BASTID TEETH TAKEN OUT......I GOT SOME BASTID PEOPLE OUTTA MY LIFE....AND IM CHILLIN FOR ONCE.....

I GOT SO MANY BUSINESS IDEAS IN MY HEAD AND I SEEM TO BE PROCRASTINATING ON CAPITALIZING ON ANY ONE OF THEM.....I THINK I PLAN TO MUCH BUT THATS JUST CAUSE FAILURE ISNT AN OPTION.....I NEED TO JUST DO THE DAMN THING...BEAR WITH ME.....

SO IM INJURED ONCE AGAIN......SPRAIN HAMSTRING AND ANKLE AND BRUISED KNEE...NOTHING MAJOR ILL BE COMPLETELY MOBILE AGAIN IN A WEEK.... A LIL MINOR SLIP AND TUMBLE DOWN A FLIGHT OF STAIRS....IM TOUGH ILL MANAGE...I HAVE ONE FRIEND WHO I KEEP WORRIED FOREVER AND I THANK HER FOR HER PATIENCE LOL.....THOUGH I FEAR ONE DAY SHE IS GOING TO KILL ME HERSELF FOR MY EXPLOITS LOL....

I THINK IM TIRING OF THE THE WHOLE SOUTH JERSEY THING.....ITS A BIT SLOW FOR ME WHICH IS WHAT I WANT BUT I DONT THINK ITS WHAT I WANT NOW.....I HAVE A FEW MORE THINGS TO DO IN MY LIFE AND I THINK I NEED TO BE IN THE HUSTLE AND BUSTLE OF THE CITY...... I THINK ILL BE BACK IN NEWARK SOON TO COMPLETE A COUPLE THINGS AND THEN ILL PROBABLY MOVE TO A PHILLY OR A NORTH CAROLINA OR ATL.....WHO KNOWS LOL.....

I AM ONCE AGAIN FEELING THE RELATIONSHIP THING...ACTUALLY IT NEVER WENT AWAY I JUST PUT IT IN THE BACK OF MY MIND....I THINK CAUSE IM GETTING OLDER IM LOOKING TO SETTLE DOWN...HAVE SOME KIDS AND JUST DO THE GOOD HUSBAND THING.....NOW ALL I NEED TO DO IS FIND A GOOD WIFE....IF THERE ARE ANY GOOD WOMEN OUT THERE READING THIS LOOKING FOR A GOOD MAN HOLLA AT YA BOY.... PLEASE BE ADVISED I HAVE NO PATIENCE FOR GAMES LOL SO COME CORRECT OR STAY HOME!!!!!! BUT REALLY I NEED TO FIND WHO WAS PUT ON THIS EARTH FOR ME AND MAKE THAT UNION....I THINK AGE IS PLAYING WITH MY MIND LOL...

I THINK THIS YEAR HAS BEEN A LEARNING EXPERIENCE SO FAR.....GOD HAS PUT ME THROUGH SOME THINGS I GUESS TO HELP ME UNDERSTAND MY PLACE IN LIFE AND HELP ME BECOME CLOSER TO HIM AND HIS PURPOSE FOR PUTTING ME HERE.....I KNOW HE HAS A MISSION FOR ME AND I ALSO KNOW I'M NOT THE MAN HE WANTS ME TO BE BUT IMMUCH BETTER THEN THE MAN I COULD HAVE BECOME......

SO ON THAT NOTE THIS ENDS THIS EDITION OF THE TREK INSIDE MY BRAIN.....I STILL DONT KNOW WHATS AROUND

BUT I STILL FEEL IT IN THE AIR!!!!!

Wednesday, April 06, 2005

OK LETS GET A FEW THINGS STRAIGHT

FIRST I WOULD LIKE TO SAY A FEW THINGS....REST IN PEACE TO JOHNNY COCHRAN OLD DIRTY BASTARD TERRY SCHIAVO AND THE POPE....

I THINK COCHRAN WAS A GREAT LAWYER....ODB CONTRIBUTED A LOT TO HIP HOP...I BELIEVE SCHIAVO SHOULD HAVE HAD HER TUBE PULLED A LONG TIME AGO AND THE POPE WAS A GREAT MAN THAT DID ALOT FOR HIS CHURCH...

NOW LET ME MAKE THIS VERY CLEAR IF I EVER REACH A TIME IN MY LIFE WHERE I BECOME IN A VEGETATIVE STATE OR WHERE I CANT USE THE MAJORITY OF MY LIMBS(LIKE I CANT USE MY ARMS AND LEGS ALL I CAN DO IS BREATHE AND SEE) I WANT WHOEVER IS TAKING CARE OF ME TO PULL THE CORD...ANYONE WHO READS THIS IS MY WITNESS AND I AMOFSOUND MIND AND BODY...I DONT WANT NO ARGUMENTS AS TO WHAT I WANT....PULL THE CORD AND LET ME RUN ON AND SEE WHAT THE END GONNA BE.....


ON THAT NOTE LET ME GIVE YOU A LIL HISTORY LESSON ON POPES...WHILE THERE IS ONE MAN OF AFRICAN DESCENT THAT IS IN THE RUNNING TO BE POPE...HE WOULD NOT MAKE THE FIRST BLACK POPE....

TIME FOR A LITTLE HISTORY LESSON:

Old Time Religion: The 3 African Popes


This important because it:
1. it shows the importance of Africa to Christianity.
2. it shows that Africans are fit to be global leaders.

With the passing of pope John Paul II, there is much discussion over who will become the new leader of the Catholic Church. One leading candidate is a Cardinal from the African nation of Nigeria, named Francis Arinze. If he is selected, few people will be aware that he will be the fourth African pope.

Pope Victor I was born in Africa and reigned as pope from 193-202 A.D. Among his many accomplishments, he may be best known as the pope that set the date for Easter as the Sunday following the fourteenth day of the Vernal Equinox. The second African pope, pope Militiades, served as Pope from 311-314 A.D., was born in Africa but died in Rome.The last African pope was pope Gelasius who reigned from 492-496 A.D. He is considered one of the most productive popes of the 5th century. He helped reorganize the church's finances and helped solidify the church's standing by exiling the competing religion of Manichaeism.

If Cardinal Arinze becomes pope, he will not be the creator of a new tradition; he will be the continuation a tradition that has remained dormant for some fifteen centuries.

References:


Felder, Cain Hope, Editor. The Original African Heritage Study Bible. Nashville: The James C. Winston Publishing Company.

McKoy, Frank. “Will an African Pope Lead the Catholic Church Again?” http://archive.blackvoices.com/articles/daily/bw20031118pope.asp


NOW WITH THAT BEING SAID I BID YOU ADIEU

Wednesday, March 23, 2005

SORRY BOUT THE DELAY

WELL I KNOW ITS BEEN A MINUTE SINCE YOU HEARD FROM OLE BOY....ITS BEEN A HECTIC COUPLE WEEKS FOR ME....I FOUND OUT THAT THE PAIN IN MY MOUTH WAS CAUSED BY FOUR IMPACTED WISOM TEETH WHICH I WILL HAVE REMOVED APRIL 21....UNTIL THEN ITS ME AND VICODIN LOL...ANYWAYS STILL UNEMPLOYED BUT BEEN DOING INDEPENDENT COMPUTER AND ELECTRONIC CONSULTING AND MAINTENANCE....BETWEEN THAT AND UNEMPLOYMENT I HAVE TO DOUGH TO GET WHAT I NEED DONE...SINCE IMON THE STATES MONEY I FIGURED I MIGHT AS WELL TAKE ADVANTAGE OF WORKFORCE NEW JERSEY AND EARN MY CERTIFICATE IN NETWORK ENGINEERING...YEA I BEEN RESEARCHING THAT INDUSTRY FOR AWHILE AND AS LONG AS THERE ARE FLAWS IN THE COMPUTINGWORLD THERE WILL BE A NEED SO I MIGHT AS WELL GET CAKE WHERE THE BAKERY IS FEEL ME? ANYWAYS ME AND MOM DUKES WILL BE INCORPORATING SOON...PLANS ON A BIGGER DAY CARE CENTER AND MY MUSIC MANAGEMENT AND PARTY PROMOTIONS FIRM IS UNDER WAY AS WE SPEAK... ONE OF PEOPLES HAS BEEN SENDING ME VARIOUS DEMOS AND I HAVE A COUPLE HEAT SEEKERS IMLISTENING TOO....ALO STILL PUTTING THE FINISHING TOUCHES ON THIS GOSPEL ALBUMIM HELPING WITH....IM TRYIN TO LOOK INTO DOING THE INTERNET RADIO THING BUT I NEED MORE INFO...ANYBODY WHO KNOWS HOLLA AT ME... ANYWAYS THATS ALL FOR NOW....HOLLA BACK